no you endure because you want to period. if he is realy beyond the point were your heart acks because you miss him... you may have found your limit. i hope i dont get jumped for saying that but lawdey B all i know about you is what you type, but you seem to be a cvery careing person who wants her M to work. if your H does not see that well then mabey its time for the LRT. go dark and let him persue you. mabey im wrong and i hope other more knowledgeable people resond to this.
