Bizarre,

I really don't know what her plan is right now. She's angry, angry, angry. In fact, she just called me at 7 to complain that she got a letter from Qwest about "her" account and was upset b/c she said "I thought you took me off all accounts." I had called Qwest, but they still had her on. She'll need to call them herself, I guess. In any event, it is just another thing that is "my fault" with her.

I tried to call at 7:30, but she didn't pick up, so I sent a text asking her to have D call me. D called a few minutes later, said "I love you dad" and when I started to ask her about her evening, she said "goodnight" then hung up. I don't know if she was interested in something else or being coached. In any event, that was my evening talk w/ my D. Depressing.

So that is what I know for now. I came home this evening and answered all of W's e-mails so I should get some response from her sometime soon. I think I was pretty neutral, but who really knows w/ my W these days.

I'll keep hanging on for now and I really don't think I can do much DBing right now. I'm trying to re-read the DR book, but I keep getting discouraged b/c of how my W is acting. We'll see and I'll keep trudging along. However, tonight is a bit rough.

RTL


M:38; D: 6
Divorce Final: 10/6/08