I really wish I/we could get to the place where we are actually able to detach.. then I could truly have no expectations. Because telling myself over and over again that I don't have any.. is really just me lying to myself. But, could that mean I'm actually DBing myself and acting as if??? Maybe then by lying to myself (aka acting as if) about this over and over again it will actually begin to happen! Now, that's what I call a positive spin!
Wanted to mention briefly that I was mistaken about my H not likely contacting me until tomorrow. He actually called tonight (after my above post). He thanked me for going out to dinner with him (I guess I didn't mention that above.. when he came back after his work meeting we all went out for dinner and then Starbucks.. we each had our own car and went our separate ways from there) and said he had a really nice time.
Nothing news worthy.. but it was a moment where he did something I wasn't expecting so I thought I'd acknowledge it on my thread.