I forgot to add that the last couple days (H saw me yesterday and today) I have also been looking my best. I wore some of my new tighter clothes (that actually fit) since I've lost the 40 pounds or so that I lost, wore makeup, even curled my hair which I never do!

I actually didn't do that for H either, just been having a lot of good PMA and did that for the rehearsal yesterday didn't know I'd even see him but did see him before & after rehearsal, and maybe a little bit today cause I knew I would see him, but a lot b/c I've just been feeling good about myself. I know that no matter what happens b/w H and I, that I will be doing great. \:\) Karen

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