I know it may sound crazy, but I just have this feeling inside of me, this is what I am supposed to be doing. I know in my heart that God will let me know when it is time to let go. But for now, He is giving me strength, courage and hope to keep my head held high and to fight for my R/M.
I can't tell you how relieved I am to hear that. It is not crazy at all. I feel the same way. Others have told me to move on and give up, but I also feel that God will put it on my heart when it is time to move on.
I spoke with a good friend last night who told me to move on. He has known my H and I since we met. We all went to school together in the Navy. He only remembers us as we were 8 yrs ago. My H has always been a great guy, but he was young then. I told him that I would not give up on my marriage b/c I love my H and leaving him is what got me here. Long story short he began to give me advice on how to save my M which was very much like DBing. Although one thing different is that he told me to ask my H when he would file or I would file myself. I am not so sure about this advice as long as we are making progress as little as it may be.
Posts Role Reversal(original) WAW now LBS part I & II WAW now LBS part III(current) T: 9 yrs M: 8 yrs WAW: Sep 06-Jul 07 LBS: Sep 07-pres.
