An objective view from afar--you are married to an alcoholic who has an ow, barely acknowledges your existence, takes advantage of you, is self destructive, and has said the marriage is over. And you have no legal protection.
Girl, you are only 41 years old. A whole life to live and you have children. I know it's hard. Get your financial information together and see a lawyer. I know you were talking about it but don't think you did it. This is your wake up call. You need protection and information and a plan for what might happen next no matter how bad it might seem. Face it. THAT is how you stop living with fear. Once the fear subsides life will be better. Releasing the ANGER is a sidebar compared to that. He is not going to rescue you. I truly hope this helps. Wonder
