Nothing exciting today. I got some more work done friday and little by little I am making progress. Guess that's it.
W is around from time to time. Last night I wasn't home when she got home. And around 11:30 I was picking D17 up when she called D17's cell to ask her if I was going to pick her up or did she need a ride. D17 said I was there in the car driving her home.
When we got home, W made a big deal of giving D17 a hug because she was going to be up early the next morning and wouldn't see her. She didn't even look at me, so I just walked away.
Strange things.
I spent some time talking to her Dad last night. He was encouraging me to find a way to get her out of the house, to file, get moving, get some closure. That's what he did with her mom 20 years ago when she decided she didn't want to be married any more. I can tell it still hurts him even though he's been happily married for the past 17 years.
So, I am keeping that in my mind - let go, move on. Create a life for myself and my girls.
