well she hasent stoped by yet. God i miss her sometime. for 8 years she has been my friend and now she looks at me as a enemy. well i take that back she just told me she sees me as a friend, but i guess as not a very good one. mabey its her way of being in control but i feel like I am held to a higher standered then a friend but i dont have any of the benifits of that standered. i can be turned down to go out, told no, told she dosent have feelings for me, and look at throuigh a magnifying glass when i speak to see hidden meanings. in return ui must act like a forgiving husband and try to find a PMA, i realise she is in control and all i can do is hold on and pray. i realy miss my friend right now.
well im going to go to the salsa lesson anyway. its free and she might come around someday so i better be prepaired huh.
