I know I shouldn't snoop, but I just had to see if it was still on there.

Sooo...today H called. He said "Are you home? I need to come by there. I need to give you something." It sounded awful. Really the only thing I could think of was divorce papers...but seemed to quick for that. I just knew it had to be something bad.

So anyway when I got home I called him, and he came over. ...He brought me a sandwich from this place I had been wanting to go. I am still wondering why he sounded so bad on the phone. I think he wanted me to think it was something bad.

So when he was leaving he actually turned back and said "I'm really sorry for the other night. I'm sorry she put that picture up there and I'm sorry for the things I said." Then he started crying. I mean he was really sobbing.

He told me that he called OW and told her to take the picture off. I asked if she said why she put it on there. He said she is just very juvenile and she told him she still had feelings for him...and he said he figured she knew I would see it (bingo Michelle!...drama) I guess the bad part is that I fed right into it.

I really just wonder what shethinks she could accomplish at this point. I mean even if H and I get a D...he is not moving back there. I just don't get it. I mean I can say with almost 100% certainty that those two will never see each other again.

He also said that he is just realizing that he continues to hurt the person that cares the most about him. He said he doesn't know why he does that other than he thinks he doesn't have to put much effort into our R because he knows I will always be there. He admitted that he can't seem to be satisfied. He told me he feels like such a burden and that if he wasn't in my life that my life would be so much better.

I don't know how to feel right now. He is so unstable right now and I don't know how he is going to work through it. I just hugged him while he cried today. It really made me feel sorry for him...but there is nothing I can do for him at this point. He has to do it himself.

Kris