Christa I have read through your posts and I think you are doing a great job. I know how discouraging it can be but it seems like you are fighting the good fight. I wish my wife could have the revelation that you have had before it is too late for my heart to ever be open again. I don't know if I am in the early stages of complete detachment or just starting to move from pain and fear to hurt and anger. Which ever it is, I am concerned about the future. When I read about the WAW's that see through the fog and have a change of heart it encourages me in some ways but in others it does not. It is frightening to me because it looks like it takes several months at the minimum and like you, I am not a patient person.
When I read your posts I really feel for you but I can honestly understand where your H is coming from too. While I know it is hard to be patient when you feel torn up inside over the waffling of your H, I would take it as a good sign that he is still on the fence.
