Thanks for finding me, again. Sometimes I'm as strong as a marshmallow, flexible as rock.
I think when I get overwhelmed.. inundated with information, or if I'm seeking approval (would that be acting needy?) I twirl inside my bubble getting dizzier and confused.
Which door, key, shell, path do I choose when choices are being made simulatneously?
Maybe it's a tick list.
One for me. One for kids. One for DR One for GAL One for 180 One for the divorce (have to be responsible for the deadlines.. ugh)
I remember in the past I'd always get annoyed, asking.. Why am I the one who has to do all the change, all the work? In retrospect it's a good place to be.. willing to move forward, improve.
Someone suggested I do a triple 180.. clean house, organized bills and improved physique. Holy crap! Then he shared his DB coach had told him (this is me paraphrasing) what your spouse complains about in the relationship is how you can get through to him/her now. Holy crap!
So 180's are not just drudge work, they're an active method of communication. It hits on many different levels. Dang.
