That's great you going to the party.. im sure your fil will appreciate it.
Keep the tears coming (sorry I know that's mean) but really what the heck did he expect.. this will soon come crashing down on him. Tanning huh..good for you.. Show him more and more what he is missing!
Throwing himself a party is pretty sad.. but the people who truly care/cared for him won't be there, just superficial people, and that IS SAD.
You are doing great, I know you may not feel like you, you are..
tal
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Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
