All of our situations are unique in there own way. I can see how waiting could drive you nuts, but hang in there, Time will tell. You are going to second guess yourself, a lot!.. but one thing holds true, be true to yourself, don't let yourself get to beat up. Forgiveness will come, slowly, its not a overnight thing... Our minds wander and its sometimes gets us in trouble (i'll be the first to admit that one!).. don't let it take you over.. think of the positives and do things for yourself..
Take care !
tal
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.