she just called and told me she is comming over to do the taxes and wanted to warn me so i could still sleep. i just worked from 7 pm to 7 am. now she knowes that telling me she is comming over will throw me into a swirl of cleaning. i asked her to come ocver later so i could see her and still sleep. her responce
" its going to be nice out and i want to do something today and later i have plans." i whish just once i could feel inportant to her. mabey on her end she thought caslling me to warn me was a nice thing but she has to know i am going to sleep and haveing my seperated wife in the house who i miss terably will make me stay awake. mabey im just being needy and self absorbed. if i am call me on it i just feeel a littlwe down she could not wait to come over. i would have like to do something with her outside as well but she never even asked.
