I am so sorry this has happened. The relationship had obviously evolved into one that was not healthy for either of you.

All I think you cn do is work on yourself and hope that given time she will want to make contact again. Turn yourself back into the healthy, rounded person you were before you met her.

I know this isn't much comfort, but you are young and no children are involved. That means getting out and GALing should be easier for you than a lot of other folks on these boards.

Having read your posts, I am wondering if having to involve the authorities when she harmed you is what finally tipped her into no contact. I am in Englad, so things may well be different here, but I would guess that having a complaint like that filed against one would maybe effect her job. Also, maybe she has gone NC because she is afraid of what she may do to you harm wise and feels she can't take the risk.

She sounds like someone dealing with many demons.


Saffie
me 46
H 46
M in 1986
D20,D18,S16,D13
H's A 01/05 to 07/06
H recommitted to M 07/06
renewed vows 09/06
Going from strength to strength