Thanks Dazed and Tennessee for stopping by my thread and posting. Yeah I have never been one to have patience. I am going to really try to lower my expectations and stop talking about our R as I do know that is the right thing to do. Again, I will have to continue to work on my patience because I know that I will be tempted to talk about it again if I feel there is a connection being made.
Rollercoaster ride is tough day in and day out. My W has given me so many mixed signals over these 4 months that I can't even concentrate on what is going on. She has yet to file, I started the filing process last week but put a hold on it just yesterday as something didn't feel right. The thing is that in NC you don't have to file, as long as your apart 1 year and 1 day then you can become D without ever filing seperation papers.
I'm not sure where we are going to go from here. I am going to keep trying to stay low and get things off my mind. Yes, I will start back playing golf, a tough part for me is our house is on a golf course and that is one of my true passions, now I don't live there of course but I'm only 3 miles away.
Do you ever feel like part of your wife wants you to lay low and leave her alone and other parts of her want you fighting for her. This is all confusing. My W thought once we S that I would be in another R in no time, she thought I didn't care for her and she was just convenience. She thought many things that she is finding not to be true.
Again, thanks for posting and I wish the best of luck to you.
