H came over for about an hour this am on his way to work (first ever) we had a nice time. I had plans to go out tonight invited him to go but he didnt want to. (went with SIL) Instead he went to his parents house and spent the evening with our son!!! Fist time he has done that in a long time to especially on a friday night. H is coming over tomorrow afternoon/evening (that's his scheduled days with our son) Then he told his mother tonight he would pick up our son and bring him back to our house on sunday as I have to work...that way I dont have to pick him up when I get out!! Also hasent done that in a long time.

So there are a lot of positive signs here BUT when H came over today he had guilt written all over his face!! I'm not sure if he stayed with OW last night or what. He asked that I call him sometime this evening..tried to call and NO ANSWER imagine that. I know it's a rollercoaster but it still stinks.

Can someone tell me what the abbrevations is for my 18 month old son I'm not sure how that works. thanks