If I could find the MLC hotel, I might just blow it up.
Things here are good. I just finished conferences yesterday and have the day off as comp time for working till 8PM both Wed. and Thurs. H has been laying low--surfacing occasionally but not enough to my liking. He seemed to be starting a new pattern, but he didnt repeat it this week, possibly because he had conferences too. I will continue to observe.
I am so glad to have an extra day off this weekend. Today I spent the morning with FF making Shrinky Dinks. It was very relaxing and fun! H called while I was at FF's, but I didn't answer. Tried to call him back later but no answer on his end. Whatever. Now I'm going to finish the taxes. There's a big wine festival here tomorrow that I'm going to with friends. I feel good!
Random thoughts: I was thinking yesterday about how far I've come in the past year, and how much I've seen H change also. His changes are what keep me hanging on. I also laughed when I thought of how I used to post every single detail of our interactions--it was such a lifeline for me to journal here. I saw someone mention that a lot of old threads are gone, and I'm about to check that out--wish I'd printed all of mine before now. But if they're gone, oh well. Maybe it's a reminder that we shouldn't hang on to the past too tightly.
Also, we've had snow here, which is very unusual for this area. Reminds me of how grateful I am for spring!