God give me the patience and the strength...2

[theotherhalf]

you are so right an2m



"when i let that anger go my h started his turn around...."

just how do you do this??? i don't think I haven't anyworse and I am so thankful that i am not in some of the others shoes. i just am searching and asking myself i guess whether i have it in me to do this...

i could handle things sooo much better if it weren't for her...maybe even better if it wasn't HER...maybe not...i just don't know if i can deal with this with her in the picture. it's as you said, making me bleed from my very core.

i didn't expect him to come running home, nor do i want him to. i just wish with all my heart he would just stop and look back at me and maybe give me the slightest chance.

he told me today,...never...