As for what do I do since i know i need to change? I've been doing a lot of deep soul searching and i know what I need to do it's the how that's the hard part.

here is a list of problems I have followed by what I can do to stop.

Big mouth...bite my tongue
R talk...walk away and do something else
mistrust...remember he's never hurt me
jealously...he can have friends
controlling...remember I can only control me (let it go)
yelling/angry outbursts...think and breath while counting to 20
speaking before I think...rethink the situation at hand

Thats a start \:D

Jen

Last edited by JenInVen; 03/28/08 09:47 PM.
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*

The end of the DB road