I am GAL. I stay really really busy. I have started playing Guitar at church again, hanging with the guys, working on projects, etc.... The lonelyness is just something that I have to contend with. I have always been a very affectionate guy... Some think that is sissy or gay, but thats just the way I am. So having her there, but not getting any of that right now has been really hard. I am dealing, but no matter how much I do, I still have that to deal with.

Thanks! I means a lot for someone who is going through similar stuff to say how good I am doing. I just had a bad day. Its just one day out of many....

I will post on Monday again some good news from the weekend!!

You have a great one too. Hope you are able to take a few steps this weekend!