I was just easing back into it as she let me because things were getting better the last couple of weeks. premature of me!
don't be so hard on yourself...you are doing good. It's easy for me to see b/c I don't get the communication you do.
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The lonelyness is getting to me a little. I just saw us doing better and thought I took bigger steps than I should have.
two thoughts here...I have hear you say lonely like several times lately. You need to go find something to do GAL. Go fish, bowl, movie, I don't know something just go do something. Don't sit and be lonely, that is miserable and definitely not attractive...sounds sad puppy dogish. Been there done that. Point two. This is her journey, you are lucky to be at home, or maybe as an analogy in the car with her. Be glad you are in the passenger seat or maybe even the trailer behind the truck...but make this clear, she is driving...you are following. She will speed up or slow down as she sees fit. You have zero control over that. Just do your 180's, GAL, etc...and just be glad you are there.
