I just wrote a whole post and then accidently closed the window UGH!
Anyway, I THINK what I wrote was that I am actually doing better today than I thought I would be after last night. Now, if I could only get that picture to stop popping up in my mind.
So, I called a lady today about staging the house. She was really nice and got me really excited about it. I have been wanting someone to do that but I didn't think there was anyone in the area that did it. Anyway, she is going by the house today and will give me a plan and an estimate next week. If I do it hopefully it will help with the sale of the house.
I forgot about this. Yesterday MIL called to see if H and I wanted to go visit SIL at school and go to a football game. She knew my H would LOVE to go to the football game. I told her H may have to work so we probably shouldn't commit to it. She said I could come even if H didn't...which she eventually talked me into. She said they would love to see me and she knew SIL would love to see me. ...So it loooks like in 3 weeks I am going on a mini vacation with the in-laws.
My MIL has probably cried about this situation as much as I have. She has called me and apologized to me for things H has done. She has just really been upset about it. Anyway, we'll see how this trip goes, I don't imagine H will be attending.