Worried I found DB too late #2

[cw68]

I don't think he's on his way back for sure. I think it's just that he hasn't completely closed the door on us.

We were last "intimate" before we got the apartment and haven't been since the middle of January. Our sex life was great up until the week he moved out, that's never been a problem for us. The last time we had sex was awesome and very moving for both of us because we knew our relationship was headed in a brand-new direction. However, we've talked about why we stopped having sex and it was so that he could separate his physical feelings for me from his emotional feelings. I want to get that started again because I believe they are intertwined. We still hug and kiss hello/goodbye every time we see each other.

I think most of the turnaround is due to me DBing because it allows him the time and space to think as well as being a positive force for me. Before he moved out, I wasn't DBing and think that if I would have been we might have been able to avoid the separation.

Oh yeah, I got the ILYBNILWY thing the night he dropped the bomb. And a few times since.