Hang in there, assume that there is no contact until 2nd April and if there is, maybe that is a bonus. Go lift some weights, or go for a walk etc, I have started walking and it helps, I also talk to my mum or sister on the phone while I do.
See what happens, I know it is confusing, upsetting and hard but patience and time are key from my limited understanding.
One way of looking at it (I look at my sitch in this way) is that she has 'gone off on one' for a bit and will return to normal soon (I hope).
Hang in there!!
Me: 30 W: 31 T: 9.5 yrs M: 4 Yrs No Kids, 1 cat Had a bad year Turmoil started 22/Jan/08 Seperated, same house 30/Jan/08 Wanted D: 2/Feb/08 Going downhill and towards D with nothing stopping her!