But I am happy! Thing is last night, I was thinking that I didnt like him being so curious and interested in me....I kinda liked it the way it was. I dread the thought of him wanting to come home again and me always having to walk on eggshells around him....its nicer not having to worry about him....
I would love for him to come home, but not until he is fixed, if that is ever possible. Thing is that he cant seem to be alone...even if him and the OW are only "good friends" as he says, he is always over there at her place. I have a good close friend and I hardly ever see her! We talk often on the phone, but me going to her house everyday? NOPE!
I fear that he is thinking that the OW isnt going to take him back and "good friends" is all they will ever be and now he is snooping around me. I dont like that. I feel like he is trying to make her jealous of me by the way he tells her things about me....he told me that she fussed at him for saying to me that he really would have liked to go on our trip with us...she said he was giving me false hope....ok, he told me this and I cant figure out why. Doesnt matter, but there is always a reason why he does these things. I just would rather them be together and deal with all of this and not me....
NOW, if he gets himself fixed...which he is working on, and the OW is OUT OF THE pic! Well, then we have something to talk about...right now, Im doing fine on my own!!!
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
