I don't know if you mentioned it before but what is the name of the play you are in?
I am sure that the numbness comes as a defence from being hurt so much. As for the dreams, people always talk about having erotic dreams, I always (before and now) have dreamt about new love, someone falling in love with me and vice versa, it makes me wonder if I felt something missing all along.
Me~34 H~38 D6.5
EA/PA-DEC.07
Moved out~Apr.13,08 Sep. Papers~Dec.7,08 No contact order ~Dec.9,08 and again October 13, 2009