yeah, his schedule is TOTALLY complicated. In sept it was something like: meet me in atlanta, fly to maine to perform, fly from maine to ohio to perform, fly back to maine for another concert series, then directly from maine back to atlanta to see me. ...?? Then october was like, fly from atlanta to maine to perform, then fly to kentucky to perform, then from kentucky back to NYC? So there are months where he is only in NYC for a couple days. Other months where he is in NYC for weeks at a time. Can we say, stressful??? I think it definitely was a factor in the crisis!!!
I would be totally happy to wait until late may/early June to see him in person, when I will be in NYC anyway. I *am* really busy with school. It feels better in my gut to try to see him when I will be in NYC for my own legitimate reasons. Also, part of my DB philosophy is to try to let the Flow work for me instead of trying to manipulate things. Maybe the universe is protecting us from being able to see each other right now. I am COMPLETELY prepared to take things extremely slowly. A week ago I was wondering if I should go for 8 months of NC!!! So, I totally hear you!!!
