Last Oct. you were expecting it. You had been aware that things were not going well. Now with all of the babysteps you are shellshocked so to speak thud feeling weaker for the moment.
I understand about you getting affairs in order but, don't tiptoe around this. or like OT said it will continue.
I like OT's take on how it should go down,
I feel if he was going to run he would have last time. You can not control that but, do you want to continue like this?
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
