W and I seem to be getting on fine, talking about practical things for the future, no real R or us talks, just things about D6, her job, work on the house, and other stuff which costs money. That always makes me go quiet.
Originally Posted By: Forrest Gump
You still have the sex thing to get through.....
Originally Posted By: Lanzo
Yes, I'm not sure how to deal with this.
On occasional mornings, I'll pull W close to me as soon as her alarm clock goes off and let myself get a bit "excited" The french would call it Frottage or frotteurism and this kinda serves a replacement to full intermacy.
Whilst we were enduring the fall out from the bomb, if I tried anything like this W would shout, "Do you always have to try and [censored] me first thing in the mornings" and jump away from me.
Originally Posted By: Forrest Gump
She did not say No! (on this occasion)
Well, somtimes I feel a bit guilty cos it's all about me, so this morning I said to W, I am sorry if you feel I'm taking advantage, but sometimes I just need to... well you know. W replied "Not at all" so I said you're not mad then, W replied "No", "It's, just that I need to get used to your touch again".
Now on the face of it that would seem like a positive comment, but I've heard it before, she's been giving me the " I need to get used to you" comment for the last two years and in that time OM has come and gone on more than one occasion. The comment is very non commital and I'm almost tempted to put it up there with the "Don't know" comment that WAW always come out with.
Why does this comment bother me, well it just feels like W is holding me at bay and then when her needs bocome too strong, she satisfys them with OM, not with me. (Thats how things went last time)
Ok, before I get too negative, I'm gonna sit back and go through all of the positive things I can think of that are happening cos there are quite a few.
