hey ladey B!! i was just going to e-mail ya to see how you are doing. hoew the H moving sich? anyway she lives 20 minutes away and asked to spent the night over dinner. she did say during MC today she felt nervious but decided to stay anyeway as she didnt want to worry me when i woke up and found her gone. i dont know why she is nervious besided the fact that she catches herself being close to kissing me and quickly looks guilty and backs off. Hell she gave me like 10 hugs yeaturday!!

her big problem is makeing time for me instead of her friends. i have off next friday and asked if she wanted to go dancing. she said wensday worked better as she was going to " have a girls night" she has had a damn girls night every week for the last month! ( lol) o well. i wont pressure her. i think that her friends put a lot on her if she tells them she want to see me. thats not right, but i cant do anything about it besided be my self and hope she notices and remembers i was a man worth loveing once.