glad you are going home for some good ol family loving)))))))) you can always go to the library for internet
My earnest prayers your way, know that you will go through all the usual stages: shock, anger, acceptance (this one takes a while). Enjoy the good days and when the bad days come know that they will pass.
My H and I are also using a mediator, dont' know how much stuff you guys got done in the first appt, but please please do see a L!! I was sooooo glad I did when I first went to see one before my mediation appt, I was ignorant of many things and the L showed me alternatives which I would've never figured out in 200 years. You dont' need to retain one to talk to one, I just asked for a consultation and got the best advice ever.
The SA was drafted on monday and on tuesday I went back to the same L to have her check it to make sure it is on my best interests, and sure enough she found a few holes and recommended a few amendments to it.
Good luck hope)))))))), what really is giving me peace is my blind faith in GOd, that he will bring me out alright through this trial, that he will make all things work out for me even if I dont' understand the way things are going now.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
