SH
Sorry for your hard time
I think all we can do is take care of ourselves, keep going in our lives
leave H behind
now we can leave the D open and let them initiate
It baffles me why some of these mlcers dont file while many others file right away
why not file if your sure
also nice to know your H is having A problems with the ogre
maybe the heaven picture you saw is a sign..
I always hear just wait
continue in your stand
listen to your heart
maybew it doesnt make sense but not now,in your heart you have the answer
im not sure we can follow logic in this MLCer issue
or maybe you need a little more time to see if H and Ogre break up justy to see what will happen
I dont know how a person finally makes a decision to not stand i am not there yet and i can empathize about wanting to just get out of it
but maybe we can move ahead doing what we need to without filing
maybe we could pray for guidence to know
everyday I pray for H
I akso pray that I would be led to Gods plan so if that means D, that I would break any denials and do gods will
as ant other choice be it logical or not will not be right
only gods will will be the highest road and most efficient path for npow
patience
peace


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow