No less than seventeen emails...I think it's a record that is never to be broken.
I just counted them, and it's 9 from her and 8 from me (not that it matters).
All small stuff, most one-liners, a couple longer ones...but really nice and a good feeling of connection throughout the day.
I don't really count it as a baby step, but she does have days where she is more likely to stay connected with me...and it looks like today's one of those days.
Been tracking along your thread of late. You are really investing in making changes in yourself for you. That really comes through in what you are sharing. I imagine it must sometimes be a tough balance to keep when you hear some of the things she says re: not reconciling. It sounds very much like some of what my W. has said. You are doing a really nice job of keeping yourself grounded. I'm trying to learn from what you are doing!!
MM, you're in a perfect state of mind. I have to add also that you're an inspiration to me.
Me: 42/H: 37 T: 10 years/M: 8 D9, S8 Bomb: 7.23.07 Separated: 1.20.08 D Final 3.19.09 Affair started in '05, found out parts in 11/07. They married 11.26.09
Those of you following my saga know that I am auditioning for a spot in a rock 'n roll band tonight, and that I sold my car yesterday. So I am temporarily on foot, and on public transit. So I'm in a bit of a pickle!
Just now, W called (it's 5:45am here) and offered me the use of her car if I needed it. What a sweetie. Very nice gesture on her part. She also wished meluck in my audition and told me "have fun, that's what it's really all about".
W just called, was sweet as pie...once again wishing me well in my audition. Said "please call me when you're home...I want to hear how it went!"
Me: 54 Her: 50 and sexy as hell M: 32yrs T: 34yrs Bomb: Sept 26-07 "lost our emotional connection" Bomb 2: Dec 25-07 she's "not feeling desire" She asked if she could come home Apr 26-08! Everything's GREAT!
