OK!!! I did it!!!

I went to yoga class and it was actually the most intense yoga class of my entire life. I am not exaggerating. It was all about hip openers (where we "store" a lot of blocked emotions) and almost every pose we did seriously made me want to scream it was so intense. But afterwards I was feeling VERY grounded and connected to my own INNER CALM, so I chatted with my yoga friends and then went outside and made the call.

I did it!! I called him!!

It went to voicemail after 2 rings, so I just said, "Hey B, it's me! I'd love to catch up with you, so give me a call, or I'll give you a call! Bye!"

I listened to the voicemail before I sent it. I sounded pretty excited, so maybe not "calm", but definitely friendly and upbeat.

Then I spent the 3-4 mile bike ride home working off the INSANE ADRENALIN RUSH that this caused!!

So guys, how long do I wait to call him again, if he doesn't call me???

I want to say... thank you ALL SO MUCH for your help and love... I feel truly, truly grateful to each of you for listening to me and supporting me, so patiently, so firmly!!

((((HUGS TO EVERYONE))))
T

Last edited by transformer; 03/28/08 02:08 AM.