Great! Go talk to your church guy. Do it soon. It will help the outlook.
You're already getting a lot of physical activity with the remodel--whew! That's a lot of work! And overwhelming. I'm glad you're looking at the last task now. Good luck with getting everything done, it sounds like a good idea to move. And I'm glad you're still kickin'!
Something I've been thinking a lot about lately, especially when I'm overwhelmed is this: I believe we're not required to know it all, to do everything perfectly, to BE perfect. We're *human* and we can't possibly be perfect at everything. What really matters in the end above all is that we love much and do the very best we can. Give yourself a break--let the negativity around you slide off your shoulders (I know this is easier said than done), and just do the best you can. It's not about pleasing everyone else. It's about being at peace with your own efforts and your maker. Try tossing that around in your head when you start to feel like you're drowning.
If you want, you are welcome to email me (address is in my profile)--I can give you some book titles that have helped me a lot.
