Does H not realize how bad I'm hurting?? I'm so scared, I just never thought he would ever leave me especially for OW, H used to tell me that he would not ever look at someone else because he didn't want to loose me. Now this!! My heart is breaking, I thought I was being strong & now I feel so weak. Knowing that after the 12th I'll probably never see him again. H is my family & I miss him so bad. I know I'm sounding pretty pathetic right now but it just hit me when I got his email.
I just want to say something to him to let him know how I feel but I'm sure that is not the right thing to do. I want to call him so bad I can't stand it!! I'm sorry I sound so bad but right now but I'm really hurting & this is so hard!!!
