It seems like you thought the journey was over when you went back home. Regardless, if you keep posting here, I'd have to take that a sign that reconciling your M is on your mind...I just wouldn't understand coming here to sing the praises of a conquest and wanting a D...seems completely contradictory to your original purpose.
I understand GAL, heal yourself, apply DB/DR, and we do it all for ourselves 1st...but just doesn't seem like what you want in the end. Sounds angry and reactionary to me...
