I am not angry whatsoever. For the first time in over 6 months I am at peace. I feel very good about MY decision to end our marriage.
W reached out to me yesterday asking if we could do dinner Friday night - I said - No thanks. That's because your trigger is pointing in another direction now.
W sent me a text asking for advice on something -- delete. That's you being an a**hole. You're daughter will love those stories.
It sure feels a hell of a lot better being the WAS than the LBS. Don't kid yourself, you are not a WAS. You're a quitter. 6 months is nothing. It was not a stand. It was a fleeting feeling that you might be glorified by an attempt to do that "right" thing but when the result you wanted didn't come easy, you quit. That's the skinny.
Take my advice... once you feel you have reached the point of no return, move on. Indeed. But be sure that's what you're feeling and not just a hormone overload.
I've got some weekend planned.... Wow. Take it to the other board. What happens now is the new guys that are trying to stand are going to become influenced by your flaunting your affair while you're hyped up on those endorphins. By all means, have fun, but don't drag anyone down with you. There are other boards here for those who have chosen to move ahead.
