No real reason to post other than that this has become a habit. Mind has been spinning all day, but in a way that focuses on me and what I want. Just trying to sort out unknowns of whether to stay in house (I can swing monthly payments but can't buy out W) or move (can leave all this uncertainty behind me and set up my new life). Problem is that the area where I'm at is ridiculous when it comes to rentals and I'm pretty picky. Got depressed when I started looking at what's available.
Have actually been playing hookey - W comes over tonight to discuss D agreement and I just don't feel like facing work problems right now. So I'm hiding, which isn't good, but there it is. I've actually gotten a lot more comfortable with what's going on right now and I need space and time to vent before she comes over.
