I don't really have anything new to report. H had D call me this morning on their way to school. She was really excited to talk to me and I was really glad to hear her voice.

I was listening to this song the other day and even though I've heard a thousand times before...it really had a different impact on me this time. It speaks to me, my sitch and to all the support that I've received here.
This is for all my DB'ing girlfriends!!! Always remember that you have Diamonds on the Inside!

Diamonds on the Inside
Ben Harper

I knew a girl, her name was Truth, she was a horrible liar.
She couldn't spend one day alone, but she couldn't be satisfied
When you have everything, you have everything to lose.
She made herself a bed of nails, and she's planning on putting it to use.

But she had Diamonds on the inside.
She had diamonds on the inside.
She had diamonds on the inside.
Diamonds.

A candle throws it's light into the darkness, in a nasty world so shines a good deed.
Make sure the fortune that you seek, is the fortune that you need.
So tell me why the first to ask, is the last to give every time?
What you say and do now will, follow you close behind.

But she had Diamonds on the inside.
She had diamonds on the inside.
She wore diamonds on the inside.
Diamonds.

Like the soldier standing under fire, any change comes a relief.
Let the givers name remain unspoken, she is just a generous thief.

She had Diamonds on the inside.
She had diamonds on the inside.
She wore diamonds on the inside.
Diamonds.

J~


M 35
H 29
M 4 yrs T 9 yrs
D 3
S born 10/19/07
Bomb 09/10/07 Separated next day
OW - broke up and H moved out 09/07/08
Status - still figuring this out