Fish, meaning no disrespect, but I stayed with my W for two years while knowing she was involved in an A. I spent the three previous years hearing "I don't love you anymore". That's how much my M and family meant to me. I know your six months feels like six years but in the big picture it's a drip in a big ocean. I know you're hurting and angry, who wouldn't be feeling that way. Allow yourself to feel your hurt for a bit, take a break from Dbing, just don't do anything dumb like getting yourself involved with someone else, it is a sure fire way to make your life a bigger mess than it might already be! Do some deep breathing because the sun will rise again tomorrow, honest it will! Give yourself time.
