I may sound angry in my post. I'm not angry, but I am determined. And sometimes I have to work hard to control myself and my mind. I met a man a few weeks ago who set my blood racing. And we had some time together in a social context. I found that as we walked our arms gently bumped against each other, and I liked the warmth of his arm, and when we sat our knees kind of gravitated to touch. And I loved looking into his eyes and I could have lived the rest of my life just to see his smile. He had such a beautiful smile.
But we both did nothing more than that. We enjoyed our short time together, and went our separate ways. And yes, it's a little hard to live for my husband's smile because he always need orthodonture and didn't get it as a child. But this is my life and I'm not chucking it everytime a man with a beautiful smile comes along. I don't know that man well, but I can bet life with him would not be perfect either. To do anything well, you need to focus on what you are doing. I am focused on my life in this marriage. And I will live it as well as it can be lived.
