You are so right! And I have been feeling better over the last couple of days.
H and I took the morning off to do some shopping and to go to our MC session. We had a nice lunch afterward. It went well- at C, we focused on some of his past family issues, which have an impact on everything else in his life. Some emotional, powerful stuff, that he really needs to deal with. We exchanged ILYs afterward and a small kiss.
We talked in the car for a little while before C and he told me that he thinks we'll be OK in the end. And I said "When is the end going to be?" He said soon and I told him that I wanted things to be better than OK. He told me that he thinks we can be happy. He kissed me goodbye when he left this afternoon.
Sounds good, I know, but it's time to reign in those expectations again.