ok she came over last night. She was a hour late because she stoped to have a beer after work with her friends and then got called back to work. her story was a little flimsy but i wasent going to push it. she did give me a big hug when she came in. it felt realy nice, beer breath and all lol. i had cooked her dinner ( a huge 180 im kind of mister hotdoghs and mac&cheese) and then i had made her pudding for dessert ( she LOVES pudding) and we watched a movie she has wanted to see.
she asked me when we sat down if it was ok if she spent the night. I WAS THRILLED. it turnes out she ment the couch but that is still a victory as she hasent stayed the night here since feb. i tucked her in and went upstaires. she asked again if it was ok she was on the couch and i told her " you can sleep anywere you want here."
this morning i caught myself following her around so i went down to the couch and watched tv as she got ready. before she left she tucked me into the couch. i just got a text from her thanking me again for the easter basket i gave her last night as well
there were some rockey parts. she downloaded her digital camera into the comp to put photos on her myspace. i noticed but didnt say anything about the fact she deleted all of our pictures toghether on her memory. that hurt. but she did spent the nite in the same house. therea a salsa lesson thats free tonight and i asked if she wanted to go. she said it would depend how tired she was. i felt like i was putting pressure on her so i told her i was going myself anyway. she looked at me for a second and said she might make it. im 400 pnds and 6'3 i dont salsa but for her i will. i think she knows that and was a little startled that i would do that alone. well what do ya all think
