I guess I can picture him coming back. Still don't know if it will happen, but I do see the chance, however small.

Pulled into the garage this morning and H opens the door right away. Granted, he was standing at the dryer which is on the other side of the garage door, but he didn't wait for me to come in to sa hello. I've been in the same position when things were tense and I would just put off the greeting until the last minute possible, so at least I know he's in a comfortable spot with me.

Just got an email about a movie that came from Netflix yesterday. I thought it was the 3rd Bourne movie and told him, "Darn, I want to get caught up with these movies; I still haven't seen the second one." and his email just said that he wanted me know it was the 2nd movie, not the third. Unnecessary email. I like that!


Me: 42/H: 37
T: 10 years/M: 8
D9, S8
Bomb: 7.23.07
Separated: 1.20.08
D Final 3.19.09
Affair started in '05, found out parts in 11/07. They married 11.26.09

My life is good.