Yeah, he did seem really happy to be able to help me with something. I am sure he just wants to contribute something...not feel like so much of a bum. I know he hates depending on me...he just really needs to learn to control his finances better. I know at the moment he doesn't have much to control....but if he had done a better job at saving in the past he wouldn't be in the position he is in. I don't know if I will ever feel "secure" moneywise with him. He is just very irresponsible.
Paying for the house is starting to take a toll on me. I actually called the realtor yesterday and dropped the price. He talked me out of dropping it as much as I wanted...but I really just want to get rid of it. I am about to have to get someone to take care of the lawn so that adds another layer of stress to it. I am also thinking of having someone come in and paint the inside of it...my colors weren't exactly "neutral".
I did go out with some friends last night and I had a REALLY good time. Kind of took my mind off of things...kind of got me wondering how much more patience I have with H. I am just so tired of being stressed about all of this. I want to have fun, I want to enjoy my life...and I want someone to enjoy it with me.
