I apologize for not following up with everyone. I've been so darn busy with everything (including trying to salvage my job. Long story.)
I had a great Easter weekend with my S's. Went to an Easter egg hunt with my two young-'uns at a neighbor's (of my house, not the apartment). W showed up for Easter service at church.
The best thing about W showing up on a crowded Easter Sunday? It was too crowded for her to sit anywhere else than next to me. The worst thing about W showing up on a crowded Easter Sunday? It was too crowded for her to sit anywhere else than next to me.
I've been doing more lurking than commenting. I'll try to write everyone when I get a chance. Right now I've got to get myself to bed.
Karen, yes, I pray every night and several times a day. And I have asked the Lord to grant me just enough wisdom to get through this mess -- including whether I should take certain steps or not. I know I have to turn things over to Him, but I also know He does not expect us to be totally passive either. God expects us to take the appropriate actions ourselves. It's often just a little tough figuring that out -- I am continually asking myself whether what I am contemplating is really the actions He wants me to take, or am I being willful and posing my own baser desires as His own?
The best thing about W showing up on a crowded Easter Sunday? It was too crowded for her to sit anywhere else than next to me. The worst thing about W showing up on a crowded Easter Sunday? It was too crowded for her to sit anywhere else than next to me.
Only time will tell what all of our fates will be, but I firmly believe that everything happens for a reason.
thinking of you~
I agree with this tal! I think all of us here will eventually wind up with healthier, happier marriages with our WAS or if not, then wind up in a healthier, happier marriage with someone else! Either way, I know I will be OK and you will too! Karen
Karen