Hello, Lwb, Karen, all,

I apologize for not following up with everyone. I've been so darn busy with everything (including trying to salvage my job. Long story.)

I had a great Easter weekend with my S's. Went to an Easter egg hunt with my two young-'uns at a neighbor's (of my house, not the apartment). W showed up for Easter service at church.

The best thing about W showing up on a crowded Easter Sunday? It was too crowded for her to sit anywhere else than next to me. The worst thing about W showing up on a crowded Easter Sunday? It was too crowded for her to sit anywhere else than next to me.

I've been doing more lurking than commenting. I'll try to write everyone when I get a chance. Right now I've got to get myself to bed.

Karen, yes, I pray every night and several times a day. And I have asked the Lord to grant me just enough wisdom to get through this mess -- including whether I should take certain steps or not. I know I have to turn things over to Him, but I also know He does not expect us to be totally passive either. God expects us to take the appropriate actions ourselves. It's often just a little tough figuring that out -- I am continually asking myself whether what I am contemplating is really the actions He wants me to take, or am I being willful and posing my own baser desires as His own?


Me: 49
WAW: 47
S11, S7
Years Married/Together: 17/18
Bomb: 6/15/07
Separation: 7/6/07
D: 4/3/09

Real love is a decision.
Marriage is a commitment.