Worried I found DB too late #2

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I do think some good things are coming our way. We'll see how permanent they are, however. Knowing some patterns has been very helpful. This site is great!

I was right about the kissing thing. He stopped by this morning per a change in our agreement so he could see the kids another morning and the kisses were definitely softer. Then when I left the house tonight to go to the apartment, he kissed me a few times in a row. Him, not me! And at one point we stood next to each other waiting for our son and he had his arm comfortably draped across my shoulder.

Asked him this morning to let me know sometime in the next few days about the concert so I could give my friends time to get a sitter should one of them go with me. After he left a good friend stopped by while walking her dog and she's going to go with me to the show should H take off for SoCal that early. The best thing is that she's totally OK with it being not definite right now and she's looking forward to it too.

Now I'm in the quiet apartment relaxing with a beer and some music, headed to a bubble bath and pedicure for pampering in a few minutes. As much as I miss my kids (and it killed me when I called tonight to say goodnight to the kids and my S5 told me he didn't like Dad getting an apartment and us not being all together), I really try to use this time to recharge and make the best of it.